Category: Church of the Good Shepherd

  • Divine Ironies

    Sunday’s reading from the Hebrew scriptures (Exodus 1:8-2:10) recounts the story of the birth and rescue of Moses.  Consider some ironies that emerge from that story.

    The very river in which Moses was to be drowned bore him to safety.
       
    Whenever God is at work in our life, the instruments of our undoing can be transformed into the means of our salvation.  That theme is repeated in the lives of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and Joseph.  And look at what God did with the cross!

    Moses realized later in his life that he had been spared (drawn out) for a purpose – to draw out others and lead them to freedom in the land God had promised to their ancestors.

    Does God do this only for very special leaders?  Certainly.  However, each of us has survived the waters of baptism and been drawn out so that we can fulfill a divine purpose.  We have been drawn out to be a kingdom of priests and God has a special role for each of us.

    There is no pursuit in life more important than finding out what God wants to do with you!

    Moses grew up in the court of the one who sought to kill him.

    How ironic that the princess should bring a son of the Israelites whom the king had ordered killed right into the palace and name him “son.”

    How ironic that Jesus should survive a similar slaughter shortly after his birth, by being taken into Egypt by his parents, and become the savior of the world, the Son of God.

    How ironic that you and I manage to grow up under the very nose of so many forces that threaten to retard our growth or enslave us.  It would be so easy to never grow up, like Peter Pan. By the grace of God, we can and do grow up in spite of external and internal forces that suggest that life would be better if we remained immature.

    When we believe in God and the self God has given a home in our bodies, we just have to grow up, regardless of whatever forces conspire to keep us from growing up, because not to grow is to die.

    The will of God was at work in Moses’ life in spite of the will of Pharaoh.

    Things could have turned out differently for Moses.  But God’s will for his life was stronger than Pharaoh’s or anybody’s.

    The story of the Exodus makes it clear that Moses was the instrument of the divine will.  It was God who made the escape of the Hebrews from their Egyptian captors possible.

    On their journey, whenever Moses or the Hebrews attempted to assert their own wills over God’s will, things did not go well and their progress toward the Promised Land was impeded.

    God’s will is strong for us too.  We have to seek it daily over and above our own will.  Like Jacob, we must struggle in prayer as we seek to blend our wills with God’s.

    It is ironic how God delivered Moses, how Moses delivered God’s people, and how God is able to deliver us so that we may grow and blend our wills with the divine will in spite of all sorts of forces around us.  That irony makes it all the more wonderful because it is a sign to us that God is still at work, doing more with us than we can do with ourselves.

    Ron

  • Love’s Second Name

    Justice is something we get the hang of quite early in life.  Children at play seem to have an innate sense of it as evidenced by their oft repeated cry, “That’s not fair!”  But catching onto mercy is neither easy nor fashionable.  We tend to think of the world in terms of them and us, dominance and vengeance, rather than mercy.

    Mercy is resented by those who confuse it with pity.  To become an object of pity is to be stripped of dignity and worth.  But the mercy of God does not degrade, it transforms.

    Mercy is not just a New Testament concept that entered the scene with Jesus.  Actually, the word does not appear very often in the New Testament.  It is found mostly in the Hebrew Scriptures. You’ll find the word mercy in the Psalms more than anywhere else.  It means loving-kindness, God’s goodness and favor toward all people.

    The Church has been entrusted with a great treasury of prayers.  In that treasury is what is sometimes referred to as “The Jesus Prayer” – “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, have mercy on me, a sinner.”  The form we are most familiar with is the Kyrie Eleison, “Lord, have mercy upon us.”  The prayer for mercy is always a cry to the heart of God. 

    But, as I said, people were crying out to the heart of God long before the coming of Jesus Christ, who is God’s incarnate response to the prayer for mercy.  They seemed to understand God’s mercy as all-inclusive and universal.  For example, consider the words of the Psalmist, “May God be merciful to us and bless us, show us the light of his countenance and come to us. Let your ways be known upon earth, your saving health among all nations” (Psalm 67:1,2).

    So, when you and I pray for God’s mercy, we are joining our voices with God’s people of all ages and stations in a prayer that has universal dimensions.

    To pray for mercy is to pray for love, to ask God to provide for us what God knows we need.  That is especially true in those times when we don’t know what we need. 

    In Matthew’s story of Jesus’ enounter with the Cannanite woman (Matthew 15:21-28), it is clear that the woman was asking for Jesus to love her daughter back to health.  She had no idea what to do and nowhere else to turn.

    Pope John Paul II beautifully expressed this understanding of mercy in his 1981 encyclicle, Dives in Misericordia (Rich in Mercy), where he said, “True mercy is love’s second name.”

    God's nature is Love.  So, mercy is an expression of the nature of God.  It is not dependent upon human initiative or activities but solely upon the divine desire to express Love for God’s human childen.  It is the universal Love from which no force in creation can possibly separate us – not even our hatred and judgment of one another, or our own unworthiness.

    Since mercy is an expression of God, the mercy shown by us to others would be an expression of the Spirit of God within us.  It is still the showing of kindness or favor without regard to the merit of those to whom it is given.  If mercy were deserved, it wouldn’t be mercy.  If we withhold mercy from another because the other doesn’t deserve it, we have just destroyed mercy, judged the other, and, in effect, claimed that we have earned the mercies we have received.  Such conceit and spiritual pride nailed Jesus to the cross.

    One of the classic soliloquies of literature is that of Portia in Shakespere’s Merchant of Venice.  Shylock claims that the pound of flesh he wants from Antonio is merely the letter of his bond, simple justice.  Secretly, his motive is vengeance.  In her speech, Portia adds the deeper dimension, that mercy is the seasoning of justice.  “The quality of mercy is not strain’d.  It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven…Though justice be thy plea, consider this, that in the course of justice none of us should see salvation.  We do pray for mercy. And that same prayer doth teach us all to render the deeds of mercy” (Act IV, The Merchant of Venice).

    So, let us all strive to be merciful, to let the God who has been merciful to us express the very same mercy to others through us.  It is the best way to show our gratitude and it is the surest way to open ourselves up to receive even more of God’s mercy.  For rendering mercy requires humility and obedience on our part.

    Where has God's mercy touched your life and the lives of those dear to you?  Where are the boundaries of mercy beyond which you need to move in order to become a greater instrument of God's mercy to others?

    What does the Lord require of us? “To love kindness, to show mercy, and to walk humbly with our God” (Micah 6:8).

    Ron

  • “Behold, this dreamer cometh.”

    Over thirty years ago, a friend gave me a framed charcoal drawing that has haunted me almost daily ever since.  The drawing is that of a man who appears to be looking right past you toward something in the distance.  Whatever he is looking at seems to have captivated him.  Beneath the drawing are these words from the Book of Genesis: “Behold, this dreamer cometh” (Genesis 37:19). 

    These words were spoken of Joseph, one of the twelve sons of the patriarch Jacob/Israel, as he approached his brothers in the pasture one day. The brothers said this because of two dreams Joseph had shared with them.  In the dream, the twelve of them were out in the field harvesting wheat and binding it into sheaves.  Suddenly, his sheaf rose up and the others bowed down to it.  In the other dream, the sun, moon, and eleven stars were bowing down to him.  Not surprisingly, they were offended by the implication that Joseph would reign over them.  They threw him in a pit, sold him into slavery, and put goat’s blood on his his beautiful multi-colored robe ("amazing technicolor dream coat"), and took it home as evidence that he had been devoured by a wild beast. (Genesis 37:1-4, 12-28)

    In time, we see that all of them misinterpreted the dream’s meaning.  The bowing was actually in gratitude to Joseph for actions that spare his family from famine in spite of what they had done to him – an act of mercy and grace, an experience of salvation, a story of providence that has been retold for a thousand generations.

    Our lectionary gives only two Sundays to the story of Joseph, son of Jacob/Israel.  In the Genesis account, the story is spread over twelve chapters (Genesis 37-49).  It is the story of God’s mighty acts demonstrating how God preserved the family of Jacob/Israel and explaining how they came to find themselves in Egypt where later on they would become slaves.  I hope you will take time to read the entire epic story.

    There are several parallels with the story of Jesus in the story of Joseph that we might notice if we read it carefully.  Both had a unique status “sonship” status. Their betrayers had the same name.  They were put in a hole from which they emerged to become saviors.  Being a dreamer may mean becoming a savior of others.  But to accomplish that feat, one most likely will have to experience death, exile in a strange land and culture, and be far more generous, merciful, and forgiving than can be imagined.

    That’s because God’s plans are not our plans and God’s ways are not our ways.  Trusting God’s plans and ways leads us into new territories.  Things happen along the way that we don’t like and we have to continue to live trusting in God to get us through to where God wants us to be.  And when we look back upon the journey, we may be able to say with Joseph that what others meant for harm, God meant for good (Genesis 50:20).

    The world described in the Bible’s first book is one in which characters were understood to walk and converse with God and who received dreams from God that shaped their lives and resulted in the salvation of others. God-given dreams take time to mature in us and for their full meaning to become clear.

    God still gives dreams and the world needs dreamers who are receptive to them.  So, ask God to give you dreams.  But be aware that dreams have power in our lives and decisions.  Understand that others may not like your dreams, but pursue them anyway, trusting in God and attempting to be patient with yourself and with those around you.

    Ron

  • Sometimes it’s the little things…

    Cicada by the Door Gay and I were taking our morning walk when I became conscious of a very familiar mid-summer sound,  that of cicadas.  When we returned from our walk, one of the little creatures was waiting for us on a brick cornice beside the front door.  The cicadas certainly had captured my attention!

    Like many of you, I grew up hearing the sound of cicadas in the trees of my yard.  Perhaps it is because I became accustomed to that sound at an early age, but I find it both familiar and comforting.  However, this is not the case with some people.

    An American pastor was traveling to England on an ocean liner a few years after the Second World War.  He and an English-man struck up a conversation.  The pastor learned that the Englishman had lived in London during the war and experienced the terror of Nazi air raids.  After the war, he moved to Missouri but was now returning home. He liked living in America but was returning to England because the sound of cicadas was driving him mad.  Here was a man who had lived through the horrors of war, air raid sirens, bomb shelters, children running for their lives, and exploding bombs in London, but he was unable to live with the sound of a bug.

    Sometimes it’s the little things that get to us, isn’t it?  We often find strength to rise above the big things – a major illness, the death of a loved one, financial woes, loss of a job.  But some little things try our patience – a shoelace that won’t stay tied, some grammatical error, a musical selection, a splinter in a finger, someone else’s annoying habit.

    Jesus reminds us to pay attention to the little things – a coin, a pearl, a weed, a widow, an orphan, a hurt.  If we are alert and receptive, we may recognize the hand of God at work in the unexpected places and experiences, even the ones that annoy us. God's reign also extends to those places.

    The writer of Proverbs also gives us a word of wisdom in dealing with small things:

    Four things on earth are small, yet they are exceedingly wise: the ants are a people without strength, yet they provide their food in the summer; the badgers are a people without power, yet they make their homes in the rocks; the locusts have no king, yet all of them march in rank; the lizard can be grasped in the hand, yet it is found in kings’ palaces. (Proverbs 30:24-28)

    May God give us grace to remain spiritually grounded and alert to the divine presence, especially when some little thing has claimed our attention!

    Ron

     

     

     

     P.S. – Here's a fascinating video about the life cycle of the 17 year cicada.  I've never seen them in such numbers.  The Englishman probably did and that's what got to him.  Don't watch it if you are seriously bothered by bugs.

     

  • Looking for God Too High Up and Too Far Away

    The play "Inherit the Wind" is a dramatic account of the 1925 Dayton, Tennessee trial of John Thomas Scopes, a school teacher who taught the theory of evolution in defiance of a state law prohibiting the teaching of any doctrine contrary to the Bible.  The prosecutor was William Jennings Bryan.  The defense attorney was Clarence Darrow. Bryan won the "The Monkey Trial," and Scopes was fined $100. Several days after the trial ended, Bryan died.  In the play, the character representing reporter H.L. Mencken, after hearing of Bryan's death, says to Darrow, "Why should we weep for him? You know that he was-a Barnum-bunkum Bible-beating blowhard." To an agnostic Mencken, Darrow says of Bryan, "A giant once lived in that body. But the man got lost – lost because he was looking for God too high up and too far away."

    In the 13th chapter of Matthew, we find Jesus in the midst of his Gallilean ministry. Jesus had previously employed comparative and figurative analogies, but at this point Jesus chooses to teach in parables.  James A. Fowler provides an interesting explanation of parables:

    The Greek word for "parable" is derived from two other Greek words, para meaning "beside" and ballo meaning "to throw." Literally, then, a parable is an illustrative story that is "thrown alongside" or "placed side by side" a similar or com-parative concept. A parable brings parallel ideas together by drawing a figurative word-picture to illustrate a particular thought. It is often a thought-provoking analogy that leaves the mind of the listener in sufficient doubt as to its application that it stimulates further consideration thereof … This enigmatic nature of a parable allows the story to function as a picto-rial ponderable, which leaves an image on one's mind to be considered again and again. As such, the Biblical parables grate against dogmatism and the fundamentalistic desire to have everything figured out and nailed down in precision of under-standing. When attempting to interpret Jesus' parables the issue is not so much whether we "get it" figured out, as whether Jesus "gets to us" by planting a glimmer of His divine perspective of spiritual realities. The parable serves as a dum-dum bullet shot into our brain, which then explodes and begins to color our thinking in accord with the "mind of Christ." (Parables of the Kingdom, James A Fowler, 1996)

    The parables of the kingdom challenge us to look beyond the obvious in our search for the realm where Jesus reigns and into which he invites us to live abundant lives. We can get lost in our search by looking for God “too high up and too far away.”  God’s realm, as Luke tells us, is to be found within and between us-close in, as near as heart beat and breath and hands touching.  Jesus’ parables call us to look at things in a new way and discover the abundant life we’ve been looking for all along right under our noses, even in the weeds and the dark corners where we'd rather not look.

    Ron

     

     

     

    The Cambridge Singers performing John Rutter's Open Thou Mine Eyes

     

  • Who knows you best?

    The Responsorial Psalm for next Sunday is Psalm 139: 1-11, 22-23 (BCP).  It is, in my mind, one of the most lyrical and poetic passages in the entire canon of scripture.  In addition to its loveliness, it deals with a profound and humbling truth: God knows me better than I know myself.

    1   LORD, you have searched me out and known me; *
        you know my sitting down and my rising up;
        you discern my thoughts from afar.

    2   You trace my journeys and my resting-places *
        and are acquainted with all my ways.

    3   Indeed, there is not a word on my lips, *
        but you, O LORD, know it altogether.

    4   You press upon me behind and before *
        and lay your hand upon me.

    5   Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; *
        it is so high that I cannot attain to it.

    6   Where can I go then from your Spirit? *
        where can I flee from your presence?

    7   If I climb up to heaven, you are there; *
        if I make the grave my bed, you are there also.

    8   If I take the wings of the morning *
        and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,

    9   Even there your hand will lead me *
        and your right hand hold me fast.

    10  If I say, "Surely the darkness will cover me, *
        and the light around me turn to night,"

    11  Darkness is not dark to you;
        the night is as bright as the day; *
        darkness and light to you are both alike.

    22  Search me out, O God, and know my heart; *
        try me and know my restless thoughts.

    23  Look well whether there be any wickedness in me *
        and lead me in the way that is everlasting.

    When I am searching for God, I discover that God is already searching for me.  When I am trying to discern God's will, I discover that God's yearning for me is always for my welfare and that impacts the lives of those around me – loving God in this way leads to loving my neighbor.  When I am asking God to answer my prayer, I discover that God knows the best answer and is tailor made for my life. 

    God knows me better than I know myself.  Therefore, if I truly believe that, I yield to God's wisdom and trust God with the results.  That is not always an easy task.  After all, I'd rather be in control of things, especially things that impact my life. 

    That's the story of the Bible, isn't it?  The wrestling match between God and God's people.  In fact, after the patriarch Jacob wrestled all night with the messenger of God and finally yielded, his name was changed to Israel, which means to wrestle with God.  As the story unfolds, we see that it is a fitting name.  The struggle between the human will and the divine will is the basic struggle of our existence as people of faith.  Even though we profess to believe that God knows best, we are bound and determined to do it our way.  Even though we say that God knows us better than we know ourselves, we still try to prove God wrong.  Even though we hold the conviction that there is no place where God is not, we still try to hide from God.

    The remedy for our condition is to grow in our inclination to trust God so that we can be reconciled to God.  And, we are assured that God will supply the grace that will help us overcome our resistance, again and again and again.  The one who knows us better than we know ourselves will supply the resources we need to align our life with God's life.  A wise mentor of mine once told me that prayer is the struggle to harmonize the human will with the divine will.  The truth of what he said has been borne out in my personal experience.

    Sunday's collect sums it up this way:

    Almighty God, the fountain of all wisdom, you know our necessities before we ask and our ignorance in asking: Have compassion on our weakness, and mercifully give us those things which for our unworthiness we dare not, and for our blindness we cannot ask; through the worthiness of your Son Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

    May we be granted the humility and grace to yield our wills to God who knows us better than we know ourselves, so that we might become the new creatures God has had in mind all along.

    Ron

    P.S. – Here is a wonderful musical setting of Psalm 139 by Bernadette Farrell sung by the Choir of Wells Cathedral.  I hope you enjoy listening to is as you reflect on who knows you best.

     

  • Something Special and Holy in the Stones…

    A few days ago, I was preparing an Evensong post for Unapologetically Episcopalian and discovered a nice recording of the William Harris anthem, Faire is the Heaven, performed by the Choir of St. Paul’s Cathedral, Buffalo, NY.  I found an email address for the Organist/Choirmaster there and sent him a brief notice that we were featuring his choir that evening.  Just as I hit the "send" button, John Linker, our own Organist/Choirmaster, stepped into my office.  I told him I had just sent a note to one of his colleagues at the Episcopal Cathedral in Buffalo.

    John said, "Oh, Jonathan Scarozza!  Give him my regards.  You know, he used to sing here."  What a coincidence. 

    The following day, I received a telephone call from Jonathan who said, "I want to tell you something about the place where you are."  I was touched by what he had to say and believe you will be too.  He was kind enough to put it in writing and send for me to share.

    Scarozza "While living in Lexington, and studying at the University of Kentucky, I had many transformative  experiences. 

    "In my first year in Lexington, I sang in the choir at Christ Church Cathedral.  Having sung in cathedral choirs starting at the age of 7, I was nearing a time needed for a significant break from church commitment and attendance.  For two or so years, I lived the simpler life of hanging out late on Saturday nights, and sleeping in on Sunday mornings. 

    "A life changing transformative moment for me came when Bob Burton, then organist at Good Shepherd, invited me into his choral program, put me to work, supported and nurtured my talents, and brought me back to the Episcopal Church and church music.  For this I am truly grateful. 

    "My time at Good Shepherd felt wholesome, loving, and spiritual.  There is something special and holy in the stones at Good Shepherd, and this I will never forget to appreciate.  Thank you all."

    Jonathan is one who returned to express gratitude.  How many others might there be?  I am reminded not only of the Parable of the sower, seed, and soil, but also of some words of Robert Schuller: "Anyone can count the seeds in an apple, but only God can count the apples in a seed."  Seeds planted in the heart of one young man through the ministry of music at Good Shepherd took root in receptive soil and are now bearing good fruit, bringing about the transformation of other lives. How could you ever quantify that investment?  How many other stories might there be that can be traced back to "something special and holy" at The Church of the Good Shepherd?

    Here's an example of the musical leadership of Jonathan Scarozza.  Enjoy it and give thanks to God who continues to inspire musicians everywhere to proclaim the wonders of God's love!

     

    O God, whom saints and angels delight to worship in heaven:  Be ever present with your servants who seek through art and music to perfect the praises offered by your people on earth; and grant to them even now glimpses of your beauty, and make them worthy at length to behold it unveiled for evermore; through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Amen.

    – Book of Common Prayer, Page 819

    Ron